my life is mirroring belle and sebastian songs today.

its uber-gay.

got some odd news today regarding my past. i am oddly unfettered right now. let me tap into a bottle of red wine this afternoon, and we will see if i still feel the same. i am pretty sure the news was the next best thing to closure, however, so god bless. the past several years have flown by, and its sort of like i had my sweater caught on something, so to speak. it ripped clean this morning.
in other news, my internship is going to cost me over a grand, which means, essentially, that i should look very thin when i graduate from college, cause all danny and i will be eating is canned veggies and sandwiches on cheap wheat bread. its cool cause i might have some expensive clothes that i will need to squeeze into. i won't lie and say that i am not getting impatient, but the boy is one of those weirdos who like to look before they leap...look a lot apparently. i can't say too much that is negative. it offsets my over-impulsiveness.

why are you people still reading my cryptic bullshit? or are you?