bah. i am having "one of those days" today, for whatever it is worth, and it is only 8 am. i guess it isnt so bad considering i get up at one in the morning. i would really like to thank my EXECUTIVE PRODUCER for sitting on her ass today while i was running the show, leaving me 3 minutes to write an update and a webcast. real cool. time for job number 2.

2.7.08 14:04 Permalink / comment

college graduate in t-minus: one month. bring da ruckus.

25.6.08 15:56 Permalink / comment

not like i had seen one..but that i were one i almost passed out in my kitchen this morning (and when i say "this morning"..i say it tentatively..i was eating breakfast around 1:30). i had to lay down, and was an hour late to work. after being bombarded by people asking if i am pregnant (not even a remote possibility), i finally got a good question. my blood sugar, perhaps? too bad, as of next week, i have no insurance. whatev. i will live. i am supposed to be working on my journalism school exit exam essays. i can't find the energy to think about the F.C.C. or ethics right now. i have to pick three from a list of five, and write two pages each. they didn't really clarify if we are supposed to have it chock full of sources and citations, but considering that the questions are mainly opinion based (ex. Should a single owner be permitted to operate a radio station, a television station plus a major newspaper in the same city? Why or why not?--and then i write two pages on that pile of shit), i doubt it, and hope that the head of the jschool isnt that big of an ass. speaking of broadcasting. heard sean has come to the dark side. sullying names with a single pen stroke. that sounded characteristically erotic.

23.6.08 20:13 Permalink / comment

tongue tied twisted well 20six, i have ignored you for far too long. here is a basic update. i live with my boyfriend. in montgomery. i am a senior in college. i still don't know what i want to be when i grow up. a bachelors degree in broadcasting couldn't hurt anything though. i am broke, but am managing to pay the bills. danny and i took our moms to see blackfoot and molly hatchet last night. the crowd was as entertaining as anything the bands did. they were more like karaoke rhenditions of old songs than the actual band. i still had a pretty good time and ended up being the d.d. at which point i had to take some inebriated mothers to waffle house at midnight. i have been having an existential life crisis here lately, but i am trying to ignore it and convince myself that all of this really does matter. i just see my headstone overgrowing with vines and getting kicked over by wild animals in 200 years..if there are still animals then. there won't be any panda bears. i am pretty sure of that. i think i would like to see a live panda before i die.

25.8.07 20:28 Permalink / comment

i need to have some fun i am so fucking overwhelmed at this moment. not ten seconds after venting out a few frustrations about having class all day and then work and homework and a roommate who obviously can't even wash a fucking plate while she sits on her ass all afternoon every day and then A LIFE somewhere in the cracks my mom calls to tell me i bounced a check. then she says "how did you do that?" HOW THE FUCK DO YOU THINK I DID IT? generally when you bounce a motherfucking check it is because you wrote it and didnt have enough money in the bank. i am sick. and pmsing. and crying at work. so i can make more goddamned money.

1.9.06 00:28 Permalink / 2 Comments / comment

hrmph well for starters. i loathe this new setup on 20sux, and the people who did it. now..to me. how am i ? you are asking, yes? i am fabulous. better than fabulous. super fabulous. i love work. i love life. i love the interesting situations i keep putting myself into..especially this latest one. will it amount to anymore than it is? perhaps. would i like it to? perhaps. ok, yes. yes i would. i would love for it to, but i am not pushing the envelope this time. it is time for me to practice what i preach, and that is a little patience. i am just gonna hold my horses and go to some concerts and continue with my life without getting bogged down in maybe's and what if's. but IF things do go my way, i couldnt be happier about it. hailey

5.6.06 18:59 Permalink / 2 Comments / comment

slanted and disenchanted 2:39 AM, sitting in my parents (my?) livingroom. it is completely silent in here save for the hum of this computer. it creeps me out. i tried reading some of "fear and trembling" by kierkgaard, but i suppose it is almost time for me to admit defeat in that undertaking. i am on page 47, merely because i skipped about 30 pages of the introduction. i haven't gotten anything out of it, and that copy of "thumbsucker" that i got for a couple of bucks at the flea market is looking juicy for the consumption. i have spoken of consumption before. it is what they used to call cancer before someone thought to call it cancer. i wonder why they would choose the same name of that particular zodiac sign to name something so vile? i could think of one reason. i went knee-boarding on the river today, and i have ropeburn on my thumb and water in my ear. my dog just started barking like crazy. maybe i shouldn't have read "in cold blood". i heard that home invasions are up on the montel williams show. yes i watch talk shows. yes i enjoy them. yes i like oprah. and doctor phil. i like watching things about people. i should be a psych major, but there is no future in it unless you go to med school, and i am too lazy and in too much of a rush to run free and frolic the fields of this world to spend another six years of my life on what will probably seem a really long complex science project. i made an a in biology, but it is only because i liked my professor. she wore blazers and big dangly earrings. tom petty was absolutely right. the waiting really is the hardest part. i wonder if wes is awake. i really need to speak to him of my sly slippery plans..although i don't think i am fooling anyone. i leave a trail of clues like breadcrumbs everywhere i go.

30.5.06 09:07 Permalink / comment

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